I am starting to feel a bit better. I have had 3 doses of Wellbutrin at the new dose. I’m not feeling where I was before, but I also no longer feel like I am trapped at the bottom of deep dark pit and suffocating. So I am counting that as a win. I didn’t write any Egret fiction this weekend, but I promised Joshua I would have him a new story by Wednesday.  Hopefully I will be feeling better soon enough to keep my promise.  I actually went to see my friend Stephanie (who Red was inspired by) play her first show with her family band last night. Afterwards, here daughter wanted me to write a story were Red has a daughter. This kid is so adorable that I have absolutely no way of saying no.  I wrote two stories where Egret was an adult, one posted, the other not. I don’t want to confuse things with timelines. So I will write a Red story as a grown up with her two children and husband who are all very musically inclined. As soon as my spirits are up, I’m on it. I’m not sure if I will post it, which I know sounds like a big tease, but I promise some day I will (once I write it). Or maybe I’ll post it and not tag it as Egret. We shall see.  First I just have to get my brain in a place I can write happy loving children’s poems/stories.