Yesterday was a good day, today was better. Unless you count the run in the middle of the afternoon where I didn’t bring water and got dehydrated after 6 miles. I had to walked back the last 2. And I was running well over a minute per mile slower than my 1/2 marathon the other week. Must bring water and/or run when it’s cooler. Maybe I also should have eaten more than a some pistachio nuts and a thing of runners goo today as well. OK, but back to the topic. I am feeling much better today. Not quite as good as I felt for that stretch that the meds were working, but much better than I usually felt before all of this therapy stuff. Anxiety is still lower too. I had another close up experience with a bird today and was completely calm. I have a huge project at work, and things aren’t going as anticipated. Things are breaking down outside of my area that is holding me up. That would normally frustrate the heck out of me, but I am *mostly* just going with the flow. There is some other stuff that I can’t talk about in public that has been a mess lately. Over the last couple of days, I have just come to accept it for what it is. To avoid the rumor train, let me be perfectly honest and say it has nothing to do with my wife, our marriage, of any member or my family. So today was pretty good and I can only hope tomorrow will be even better.
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Hi Corey, I feel compelled to comment because I’ve read a few of your posts and I don’t want to just be a lurker. But I’m having a hard time coming up with something to say (which is very unlike me, but anyway). I hope “I’m out here and you’re not alone” is enough.
Thanks for commenting! And I appreciate the sentiment.
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