I swear I am not just trying to hide my latest non egret poem by doing a quick depression update. My meds are definitely not working the way the should be. I wasn’t able to make it to Shul on Saturday partly because I couldn’t get my act together because I was moving around in a depressed fog. I’m not super depressed or suicidal, but I’m not in a good place either. I called my Doctor and she is bringing me in this afternoon. I hoping for a new regiment of medications. On the good news I did manage to run in Sunday. Only 9 miles (if you read my poem). But it felt good. I also took the kids to the zoo and pulled them in our wagon. They had a blast and between the endorphins and kids utter joy to be at the zoo, Sunday wasn’t a bad day. But sadly that has worn off and I am back to where I was on Saturday.
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Corey Feldman recently posted…Depression update
I should dig around your site for other med shares … I did the med merry-go-round for many years. Perhaps you’ve been too. But just in case…it takes a lot of work to find the right dose and sometimes mix and sometimes trying different ones over and again until you hit the right formula. And then sometimes, one will work for a long time and suddenly stop. Don’t give up … don’t stop writing … don’t stop talking.
Hugs from your new friend.