I have mentioned this before, but unless you are avid reader, or caught the right post, you probably don’t know my depression scale. 1 is I can’t get out of bed, which has happened exactly once due to a reaction to my meds. 10 being my new mark for what I consider happy. I have been hovering around the 7 mark, a good day maybe a 7.5. Bad days in the 4-5 range. Today is an 8. Which is pretty impressive considering, I have no power at home, I miss my family who are sleeping out until we get power restored. Montgomery County fireworks have been canceled, I assume because of the water emergency related to the blackouts. But what I have had is several nights of sitting outside, watching fireflies and listening to crickets. Maybe it’s the Cymbalta, maybe its the relaxing evenings, but I’m in a pretty good place today.
If anyone is running the Autism Speaks 12th Annual 5K Run-1 Mile Walk - Wednesday, July 4, 2012 in Potomac, Maryland – stop by and say hello.
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